Wednesday, 15 July 2009
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THANKYOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS..
I have been up & down recently, not depressed just fed up of being ill. I know that but for my faith I would not be coping at all. My ministry is so important to me as is doing my many crafts I like to do when I am home.
I had two therapy sessions over the past few weeks. The counselling was to see what support I would need to cope with the emotional side of my illness.
The outcome of these two sessions were possitive I guess as I have qualified for further sessions with a psycho-therapist. She said that I am not coping well with the Fibro-myalgia. I don't listen to my body, like resting when I need to & asking for help & letting others help when I clearly need help. Yes I know that I am stubborn & prideful ( my close friends & family are always telling me this ), I just don't want to loose my independence. I know they mean well.
The other being that I won't get to do them with the nice woman that I have connected with. She is a cat lover & spoils her three cats much the same as I do. Her home was a nice relaxing one with cat stuff & cats fussing around. We got along really well as we were similar in our tastes. I felt at home what with the candles,incense burning & the cats dominating the sofas etc. One of her cats was as bad as Dylan, obsessed with water especially with our glasses of water & going to the tap .
Lordy this has turned into a rant .. The upside of all this is that I have rested more than usuall & have accepted help with things that have become difficult. I just hate that I am dependent on pills & can't do what I want to do. My hands have been really bad this past month. Hence not catching up with blogs ,emails etc, This has taken me ages to write. I grew up with his music as did many others. He did a lot of good, he made mistakes. God is the judge not man. I leave any judgements to Abba. He knows the sin in our hearts and we are none of us perfect. Let him without sin cast the first stone..
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Comments (3)
I am sorry to learn that you are not feeling well. I am becoming more aware of fibro after my long time friend in Dallas was diagnosed with it.
I appreciate your visiting me and commenting considering you're suffering pain in your hands. Thank you for sharing your faith.
I think it is good that you are engaged in counseling/therapy. Physical illnesses do have emotional components and vice versa. But keeping our focus on relationship with God and God's love must be primary.
~~Blessings, prayers 'n cheers
you know you can learn from each of the ladies.